GAAAAAAAH!!!!
*slams face on keyboard*
Once upon a time I swore I'd never download, or for that matter, watch, any well produced media that deserved payment. A friend of mine gave me (as I have a connection that runs ENTIRELY at 14k a sec and I don't have cable/satellite TV), at my request, live-evil subbed episodes 1-2 of Wolf's Rain off of bit-torrent because I wanted to sample the anime before I pursued it. I wanted more, I needed to know what would happen next, it amazed my and exceeded my wildest dreams. Frankly, I was blown away. I decided that I'd buy the DVD immediately and withough pause. *checks Amazon.com for american version of DVD* Date released? June 22nd. I swear to god I almost cried at my desk. "It's okay." I said to myself. "I can rely on trusty live-evil after I've pre-ordered it! Cuz I can't live without knowing what happens next."
Damn. Live-Evil obeys the law. Well shat.
I know you guys do this to stay within legal bounds (or, for the most part anyway), but I will admit that I'm disappointed, yet I feel guilty for watching it at the same time. I knew something was wrong when I saw 'episodes 1-22' and not '1-30'. I'm afraid of seeing what I shouldn't on Cartoon Network, perhaps me seeing an episode further than I am, also, I don't want pesky censorship that CN is notorious for.
Well, I really wish I could ask for links/locations/items to satiate my needs for the first anime I have ever loved, but I suppose I will have to wait. Someone worked to produce this piece of art, and I don't want to steal it. I want it so badly, and although I know I will get it, I don't want to wait. Though this is my first serious interraction/obsession with an anime, I already hold a firm conviction it is one of the best ever.
Gah, ever does it hurt when the only way to satisfy my needs means crossing my morals. Can anybody help? Could I get a japanese DVD to work in an American player? Will the Kiba pluhie and soundtrack with vol.1 bring upon a rush of joy that will make it all worth it when my Limited Edition arrives in my mailbox in June?
Hurk... Bleagh.
p.s.: Did this seem pointless? It was. I just needed a place to vent. Sorry. *prays for a miracle*