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General => General Forum => Topic started by: Tsubasa on November 07, 2006, 08:29:32 am
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This is a thread for describing all the frustrations you've been having in life. Fansubbing/IRL, either. Just some rules though:
1) No flaming/trolling other members here if you're staff. This applies to others as well: Do not base your post upon frustration on any Live-eviL member/group or regarding any of our subs.
2) You may sympathise, do not make it worse by snickering or showing empathy though. Any negative comments about any of the posts should be done in pms...but avoid it by all means.
I might as well start it off:
Ever since I moved to this new home, everything bad has been happening with me. Very recently, that is, in the past two weeks, it's been the following
1) Major screw up on College Board's part with my SAT registration and I get notified only a week earlier. -_-
2) Being ecessively hungry, but never being able to eat my lunch.
3) Strikes and such happening outside to such extent I am having to skip all classes.
4) My monitor failing it badly. No anime watching, ;_; Can't afford to give it to repair AGAIN cause I need to use my computer. Cannot purchase a new one too cause it's too costly here.
5) Can't find updated prep materials for my next SAT anywhere in the market cause the prep popular titles all have a 2006 new edition and they're not available here yet other than a copy each at the American Center where they allow you to stay for few hours and read only, i.e. can't photocopy the pages due to copyright reasons.
6) Yeah, forums haven't been nice either lately. -_-
7) Secret
8) Not able to get much work done due to the stress from last week which has kept me really tired. Yet I got so much to do. Although I generally hate 'acting busy'.
9) I can't walk so I'm having to skip on all sorts of party-type programs where there's dances and such.
10) I need to fit in going to a lot of places over the next month but the frequency of visits required to each place and the amount of time I should spend at each place isn't anything close to what can be managed in the amount of time I have.
11) My grandma and mom are being excessively pushy and irritating.
12) Worst that happened so far: My driver was accused of stealing another driver's cell in the same complex we live. Apparently he was sitting inside the other car when the other driver's car returned and found his cell missing. This accusation hurt his pride and he *ran away*. making it seem more like he is the culprit cause he didn't fight. Now, not only something unjust is happening but I can't go to the various places I need to visit till either he returns, if he ever does, or we get a new driver. But even if we get a new one, he needs to be tested before my parents can trust him and let me go alone with him out. I'm not elaborating one this one than I already have.
Anyways...
Funny, I'm not even 1/4th as worried as I should be. 8) I guess I'm ignoring stuff to make life easier. I just keep telling myself 'Some people got far worse things happening with them'. Take for example the stuff you see in the newspaper -_-.
-Tsubasa
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Good grief, must you tell everyone your frustrations?
What goes on in your city.. stays there >_>
Take an advil and call me in the mornin <_<
Theres no need for everyone to hear your everyday problems.
Even I have them, but I don't tell everyone about them.
Now get some rest/sleep. It'll do you good.
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Good grief, must you tell everyone your frustrations?
What goes on in your city.. stays there >_>
Take an advil and call me in the mornin <_<
Theres no need for everyone to hear your everyday problems.
Even I have them, but I don't tell everyone about them.
Now get some rest/sleep. It'll do you good.
Well, this is a frustration thread. If you don't wanna know, just don't read it. And posts like this, I've told to avoid in the original post like mine so I take no blame if this thread goes out of control.
BTW, I just woke up. ._.
Also, it feels good to let it out when you got no one to share it with. I don't share frustrations with my close friends, I listen to theirs instead. >_>
ooo, thanks for the -1. ::) An alternative for troll/snicker/empathy perhaps? Well I get a lot of it anyway. >_>
Anyways, good night. ^^
-Tsubasa
Adding something to the *rules*
3) If you're tempted to comment and got nothing good to say, control the temptation and don't post at all.
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I am frustrated that you have started another lame thread... actually all the threads you start are lame and frustrating
so i can now relieve my stress somewhat
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Orly?
Well.. here's my frustrations of the day!
1) ??????????
2) ????
3) ??!?!??!?$#!!!%(*%@&%!!!!!!!
4) Profit?
5) ?????
6) ????? ???? should be licensed! \o\
7) Oh look a penny <_<;;
8) There is no 8.
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I am frustrated that you have started another lame thread... actually all the threads you start are lame and frustrating
so i can now relieve my stress somewhat
Oh shut up Bast.
Here goes my monitor again. -_-
This time is that granny's fault. >_> That [CENSORED] bitch. Oh, how I long to meet Light and tell him to write her name on his Death Note. She is the main reason behind 50% of my frustrations.
Anyways, new one:
My granny, who still got enough strength and willpower in her as any 20-year-old, screwed up her cell settings by typing a land phone number without area code thrice and hence erroneous number. Whenever this happens, that cell's outgoing gets locked. Now I'm like 'bitch, how many times have I told you not to mess up? So **** now and leave me alone. Now she expects me to fix it for her. This type of stuff happens everyday. Both she and dad got the habit of calling me three to five times while I'm sleeping for such stuff. -_- Worst of all, since fixing her got my monitor on stand-by mode due to not attending it, it went green again.
-Tsubasa
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/me wonders how much it would cost to ship a monitor to Tsubasa :P
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Appears a ridiculous $400 to places from Fedex but if it's like a website selling and shipping internationally. The total cost of shipping and selling seems to be less. :o
/me got educated by bobby on that one.
-Tsubasa
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that is insane..
Well, the get Beloculus a new computer pool worked out well. thanks to those involved. (you know who you are ;) )
perhaps it's time to start a get Tsubi a new LCD monitor. since my idea of shipping a spare to her does not look like it will work. :'(
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that is insane..
Well, the get Beloculus a new computer pool worked out well. thanks to those involved. (you know who you are ;) )
The one who wishes to remain anonymous isn't so anonymous unless it's a then there were two. ;)
perhaps it's time to start a get Tsubi a new LCD monitor. since my idea of shipping a spare to her does not look like it will work. :'(
Bobby got some idea on that, related to ordering from a website.
-Tsubasa
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Right now im frustrated at why I cannot block certain ports in my firewall :/
*kicks zonealarm*
piece of junk :/
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Someone tried hacking your system? :o
-Tsubasa
P.S What I do is go to my firewall settings and just add the ports to my list of blocked/opened ports.
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No, fscking MS windows patches re opened up some ports that were closed -_-
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frustration over <_<
ports have been blocked inbound :P
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This is the magic of posting in the Frustration Thread....this style of 'praying', although unorthodox, is actually answered LOL.
Well I am happy it's fixed. :) Otsukaresama~~~ :D
-Tsubasa
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My job and the people that come with it.
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My job and the people that come with it.
Explains why we don't see you these days. o.o
Anyways, right now I am trying to download a 47 MB WAV file but ftp keeps on dcing meeeee.
Sucks after I was looking forward to it all night. -_-
/me wonders why the http isn't working.
/me *kicks* dino and muscade.
BITCH!
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The evil server people are messing with my bandwisth again. >_>
Bastards. >:(
-Tsubasa
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Time and money really piss me off.
We live and die by them.
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Time and money really piss me off.
We live and die by them.
You just said the thing.
/me applauds and gives Draco +1.
-Tsubasa
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It's just how I feel with or without...stupid random depression...making the simplest thing complex
but glad to know I don't think crazy things all the time.
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No, fscking MS windows patches re opened up some ports that were closed -_-
Nothing breaks like windows! ;D
/me runs
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It's just how I feel with or without...stupid random depression...making the simplest thing complex
Yeah like I gotta get some transcripts for applying to colleges from my school but road blocks...no school. My friends do not have the same problem cause they live in the area where my school is situated and I have these problems all the time. :(
Then I gotta bunch of things I need to do and whenever I am feeling upto doing them...ack, I grow sleepy and end up waking at an ugly ungodly hour for working. ><
-Tsubasa
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At times you seek for sympathy and understanding at places like this where no living soul exists without being summoned upon. Freedom of speech maybe suppressed by mighty human gods but at least the peace still lurks in the dedication of it's jubiliant inhabitants. Overshadowed by the bitterness of past deeds, this is no Utopia, but it is and will continue to be, the sole habitation of my heart.
-Tsubasa
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While searching for someone I begin to lose myself, then I must find myself once again lost amongst the crowd, wandering aimlessly with no saviour in sight expect for the one in my heart who doesn't now how to save anymore.
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My internet has gone much slower, seems the server people are dedicated to giving me nil bw whatever IP I use. They'll always manage to track me down and reduce my speed only. They weren't like this before, those bastards. >:(
-Tsubasa
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I'm mad at myself for not caring enough
I'm dissapointed at myself for not knowing enough
I'm burden by my own indesisivness
I just have one request, can someone please make all the stupid people of this world disappear I don't see them contributing to this earth
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I don't mind stupid people. I just want all the 'artificial' and 'political' minded people to disappear.
-Tsubasa
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Yup, the can go too, but really an artificial person is a stupid person so it will fall into that category.
I hate sleep, I'd rather do without it. Body getting all tired if I don't sleep enough, it's quite troublesome indeed.
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They aren't really stupid. In fact they're brilliant plotting minds. I can always spot them easily amongst my own sex. Most women are artificial so it's not hard. -_- With men, sometimes they are artificial to women (in order to impress them) but hardly with their own sex...not that I can conclude much about men though. I would rather stay a girl like I am now than grow up into another artificial creature in order to impress people and make them think I am perfect. Once I did have this 'perfect' impression but some 'artificial' kids of my own sex made me realise how much they loathed me because of it. You know...talk behind your back, poison you even...while upfront they are as sweet as ever. Once I was the naive one with a big heart who wanted to do everything for everyone. But when I realised what my position was truly, then I decided to have this type of approach limited to an only few who I'd judge as genuine. So I decided to lay back and instead find who I can actually trust and whose concern. thoughts caring attitude are a result of their political and business-minded thinking only. I have never failed to spot them and never will. It's really easy to see them out you know. You only need to put yourself into such a person's shoes.
-Tsubasa
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While I do concur with some of your analysis...l or should I say ya your right about some of that.
I feel that people on this planet (especially in America) take advantage of thier freedoms.
"If I don't get caught, it aint wrong" is the mentality of some of these Americans.
A guy in California lights a firecracker and holds it with his @$$...yeah that's a real dumb thing to do. While that is a dumb "action" I would hope my mind would never be that stupid.
Heck even "jackass" the show and movies...yeah a lot of people think it's funny but Johnny what are you thinking?
The worst acts of human stupidity aren't even on the web or tv...but near as at all times...waiting to spread like a disease. Well that's how I view it anways. I haven't been to other countries, but my faith in the USA has definetly faded from what it use to be.
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Faith....
I wish I always knew what deserved faith and what didn't.
-Tsubasa
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It is your faith after all...only you can decide where to place it...
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In that case there isn't really the many place where I can place it. :(
-Tsubasa
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Sleep is getting the best of me again...
FU SLEEP!! I Don't need you in my life!!
I'm Leaving you for food peace out
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It's tooo cooold it's tooo cold it's tooo cold. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
I just want to disappear. >__<
-Tsubasa
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Enough is enough! I have had it with these motherfking snakes on this motherfking plane!
/frustration
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I'm frustrated at mds' comments....
It's very frustrating >:(
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On a more serious note, I'm frustrated that I've yet to find Ms. Right.
On a less serious note, I'm frustrated that Mamo hasn't returned my love for him. ^_^
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Funny, I'm not even 1/4th as worried as I should be. 8) I guess I'm ignoring stuff to make life easier. I just keep telling myself 'Some people got far worse things happening with them'. Take for example the stuff you see in the newspaper -_-.
One cannot blame oneself for all the evil in the world.
"Ignorance Is Strength" -George Orwell-
Also... dont get frustrated, its not good for you people.
Larry
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Why do mothers and grandmothers shout so much? They should know that, after a certain age, you'll need to let your kids be the way they want to and any interference will just @($#*@(@ them. Like how I am being told 'Eat the banana.... Now!' Geez. *Tsubie squishes the banana and leaves it on the table to rot* ---> that's not the way you should treat good though. *sigh*
-Tsubasa
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That is frustrating... being told what and how to eat. Its not like your a 2 year old <_<;
Then again.. you do meow a lot o.O;
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Suz meows too as well Meow! Two-year-olds do not meow. Okay, now she is bitching at me for sitting naked inside a locked room. Yeah yeah right right, I am going to shower geez. And yes, me no likes banana.
-Tsubasa
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I'm frustrated that I have to wait 2 weeks till I can go to Texas. >_<;
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And I am not very frustrated today. Hmm, nice new smileys mikala :).
-Tsubasa
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hjkasdlhfj.
i'm frustrated with my life.
the (Christian) school that i've gone to for the past 2 years has also been the school that my cousins and closest friends have gone to, now, EVERYONE decides to pack up and leave (for another Christian school) and i refuse to go, it is waaayy too small. and while i don't like big schools, i really don't like tiny ones.
so yeah. it'd be okay if at least one really good friend were staying.
but none of them are. and my one, close girlfriend who isn't going to Christian school #2 is being pulled out of school by her dad because this one desperate for attention guy decided to pull a cute trick and upset the fragile balance.
may i mention that this DFA guy has a fascination with pushing me around whenever he sees me in the hallway? he's super tall, too.... and i'm like 5' 3", so i'm all like "please don't hurt me.." haha.
yeah, and uhh, then there's this other guy, and he's pretty much been stalking me ever since he found out that i like anime. and it freaks the crap right out of me. and now i'm not even going to have my girlfriends there to protect me, lol...
i know in a couple years we'd probably all be going to different colleges anyway, but seriously, i wasn't prepared to have everyone just up and leave me, heh. here's hoping i survive next year... :-X
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Aw, I am leaving home to go to Mass in late August. While I am excited, I am extremely sad because of the people I'll be leaving behind... especially my parents who don't have anyone to take care of them and they're getting old without insurance and all the $$$ they have saved, they'll have to use it to pay for the 4 years of college. Well, I am on a scholarship but they don't meet 100% need.... this school (*kicks*). And their package consists of a work-study that states an amount which people never manage to earn, loans, etc so basically parents gotta pay more than the aid documents said they're expected to. >> Sucky school. Seriously, schools aren't as good as their reputation tend to be. Here they're like 'OMG, the school you're going to is really great.' I am like 'well it's a women's college and apart from the fact that I am a bit homophobic... I heard it's not as intellectually challenging.' You need to be challenged! >:( So yeah, it does make you frustrated and sad that you have to leave people or they have to leave you and it's inevitable cause time waits for no one and no one can stop the future.
However, I got some nice e-mails over the last couple of days and received services from some nice people and.... *cough* Viz got...*cough*, so I am happy.
- Tsubasa
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I am frustrated coz I have to give up my twin little bed, it's hot (and I've just taken a shower and feel icky) and there's no fan, my toothpaste and toothbrush have been moved to my new home so I didn't get to brush my teeth and will have to stay without it, I am having to eat lunch without being hungry, and most importantly my IP keeps changing too much and dynamic IPs are no fun if you have channels on ETG. :-\
Meeeeeeooooowwww! Hisssssss!
Ok nuff
- Tsubasa
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oooh, i have another, BIG frustration! (haha)
okay, so, i have two best girlfriends, and we hang out a lot, and watch anime/Smallville together, and pretty much are just around each other a lot for youth group/church functions and that type of thing.
well, girlfriend #1, my cousin, decided to go on the wondrous south beach diet, (which if you haven't heard is very successful but rather difficult to stick with in the beginning, as you can't have bread/crackers/rice/pretty much anything like that) and it's working for her, so girlfriend #2 decides she wants to try it too.
which is fine.
i'm happy that they're trying it, and i'd try it too, but it involves eating a lot of meat, and most meat just disgusts me most of the time. also, i can't live without my carbs. XD
BUT it feels like they're forcing their diet on me, because if i'm around them, i can't eat anything they can't eat, or they'll be tempted and want to cheat.
today we had a big church-related dinner (we're baptists, go figure, lol) and cake was served. girlfriend #2 turned to me and said "oh no, they're serving cake!" and i said "i like cake..." and she said "but i can't have it, and you're sitting next to me!" so i was like "okay.. i'll just eat my cake outside then..?" the way she said it, it was almost like she expected me to just not eat any! (i didn't, but not for that reason.)
i mean, it's not horrible, but there's something very upsetting about feeling like you're committing a crime against your best friends because you're eating bread.
yeah. :-X